A few things happened a few weeks ago that made me think what I want in life.
Do I want love, or a family of my own or a children.
It got me thinking real hard, and it took me a few days to sort this thought in my head. It made me go through a roller-coaster of emotions, it got to a point where I was feeling really low and sad.
But, the more I think about it, I realised that I don’t have the energy to change my circumstances. So, why do I want to seek something that does not guarantee anything for me.
I should just be happy with what I have and focused on that. Improving the relationship that I already have and just enjoy whatever time I have with them. I have more, than most people do anyway. I have a good family who loves me, I have great friends that I spend time with, I have a home, food, steady career and the means to do what I love.
Unless things happen that is out of my control, I am happy with the way things are.
I’ve made this decision, and I should stick by it.
No matter what people say.
Happy & Contented.